I forgot how many month we have not been together. the work had taken all my time and i let it be. and I'm trying to fell up all the non-using time. helping the church, going for service. hanging out with friends. making more new friends. is actually more new guys friends. Watching movie with them, dinner and etc... i do enjoy my self in church. i found back what my soul want. from singing to Lard, praying. but hanging with guys... i can't really feel that... :S i don't even let them hold my hand!
Listen to Sara Bareilles- breathe again, reading back my blog how angry i am with you, how sad how emotion i am with you. still break my heart when look back what did you done to my heart. i admitted one part of my heart still waiting for you, a wait might kill me for wasting my time or even my afford. and you have to admit you taking advantage of me. from scolding me for NOTHING till accept me back as a FRIEND.
and i'm 'stupid' to accept you back as a 'friend'... how stupid as a human. how stupid we make our life is, how stupid we are, we make things so confused...
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