Today is the the day if back pass half year, I will be the most excited girl friend of all. because this is the day i be waiting for to celebrated with you. is a day that our first year together. How wonderful is this if I'm writing with happens, but guess not. i still miss you, love you. every night i pray for GOD to guide me, what should I do? How to i heal my pain? yes, you hurt me hard this time. very hard. but yes. stupid of me is, I'm still in love with you. every where i go, i hope you beside me.
Going to SG is unexpected, because i really hope to forgot about you, forgot about how deep i love you, forgot about all the thing you done for me, forgot about how you look at me, how you kiss me, how you hold my hand. crying with no sound again. pass 3 weeks, wake up at 4am+ and starting looking at the sky till the sky shine, till the time i need to get ready to work.
i wish i can hate you, because if i hate you, i will more easy to move on. but guess not. I try, i try very hard. but still...
I still love you.
