hey~ do you notice that your attention not in me? I'm not saying the 100% attention, but some how... yes. Is make me feel some where is wrong, i feel like more as a friend then your girl friend. you can really no call, no sms, even a msn when knowing each other online. seeing my friends calling his own partner, looking my own brother looking at his own soul mate eye to eye, can really tell they are in their heart. i wish i have that too, i hope you looking at me like that too~ i can't tell when you looking at me is saying 'i love you'!
Mum do ask me sometimes, why she seeing us like river? mean not like other couple, calling, missing each other already when just leave 5 minuets ago. you and me didn't have that, do you notice that? when i saying miss you, you always come back to me is 'only few day' when every single night i message you saying good night and love you. you didn't even reply back a good night. am i missing something or you always like that? this time i will like to ask from you, i want more from you. not just meeting each other, i want some call from you, let me know I'm in YOUR HEART', can you understand that?
Some how, you make me feel you putting a transparence wall in frond of us. you say that to me before, tell you, 'let me be better for you', i do tell you, i do let you khow i feel. but are you listening? are you listen from your heart? every single word you told me, i putting in my heart, i try to remember it, that i know I'm always blur. but i try to remember it really hard.
Is like~
When I'm happy, i wish to share with you. but you didn't see it.
When I'm sad, i wish to tell you. but you didn't ask.
When I'm moody, i wish to hug you. but you didn't know it.
When i miss you, i wish to hear your voice, but you didn't notice.
Is still a long way. long way to walk together,and is difficult to walk alone.
I still missing you every single night and waiting for your call to ask me. 'how are you hun?'~
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Thursday, October 8, 2009
you make me smile
You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile
Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile
Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile
song from Uncle Kracker -Smile
you make me smile :)
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile
Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile
Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile
song from Uncle Kracker -Smile
you make me smile :)
Saturday, September 12, 2009
I'm simple, but not DUMB!~~
Stable, confident, and refined. I'm the dependable and everyone knows what to expect from me. I'm strength and confidence is what draws others to... me. I'm simple, but not dumb, and easy to satisfy.
this is what people think and say about me and what i think of my self too.
As i say before, is hard to please all the people out there. but i always try my best to let them get what they want.
Yes~ i do know they taking advantage from me, but as long don't harm me I'm OK. but sometimes think of it is not fair, really really not fair. is a give and take world, why most of the people like to take and not give?
Respect me for who i am, what i am. Don't change me, if you change me, that not me any more. i am who i am, that the first eye you saw in me and that me. like what i have the first look in you and that is you, no ones can replace you. I'm trying my best to make my self better for you, i know allot of things I'm rushing my self that maybe making you not comfortable, please do let me know, like i let you know how i feel about it too. is a long way to go,as for the future i will give you 'me'... but in this time, please respect me and gait me.
this is what people think and say about me and what i think of my self too.
As i say before, is hard to please all the people out there. but i always try my best to let them get what they want.
Yes~ i do know they taking advantage from me, but as long don't harm me I'm OK. but sometimes think of it is not fair, really really not fair. is a give and take world, why most of the people like to take and not give?
Respect me for who i am, what i am. Don't change me, if you change me, that not me any more. i am who i am, that the first eye you saw in me and that me. like what i have the first look in you and that is you, no ones can replace you. I'm trying my best to make my self better for you, i know allot of things I'm rushing my self that maybe making you not comfortable, please do let me know, like i let you know how i feel about it too. is a long way to go,as for the future i will give you 'me'... but in this time, please respect me and gait me.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Emo day
I hate my self being so sensitive, I hate my self care too much, I don’t like the feeling that let me think of I’m still alone. I really don’t know how to talk out, how to say out the word that people will understand what I’m really trying to say. Is it me care too much will only make my self falling? How do make it don’t relish that much.
Allot of happening this 2 day, from taking off day till become cancel it and coming back to work, and work like hell. Knowing coming back will be a wrong idea, but can’t help my self that for sure I know she can’t handle the shop alone.
Needed some one beside there to cheer my up but sometimes just no ones. Can’t complain too much because is the way I choose my self. I only can make it more easily to walk and learn how to see carefully.
But I know, today I feel down. Not happy. Another emo day that I will keep ‘inside’
Thursday, September 3, 2009
i want to go walk on the grass, hug the tree and let the wind blow over my skin
and share the moment together.
but i think... 1 day...
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
what we are
Like me or hate me, its all up to you, love me or despise me. It all doesnt matter, I am who I am, you are who you are. We are what we are, No ones the same. No ones perfect, So live with it Or just leave it!!!
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Something about Ice-cream and Me~
When I'm a litter girl, I'm not really into ice-cream, then when i become teenager, i still not really into ice-cream, but i don't know when i have a habit of looking at ice-cream, and start to having them.
When I'm small, my mum didn't really have that kind of money to give us buy junk food, so...do not think about it!~, starting teenager, still the same, hhmm..that will be no time to think, coming back from school will be..clean the house, doing my homework when washing the cloth, finish, prepare dinner for them and that's how i really know how to cook real good home cook meal....so...no time to think for junk food too~..till college time..hhmm..more busy. house cleaning, cook for them, my college project, oh! and working partime for college and a country pub. so...no time for junk food. hhmm..then how me end up with ice-cream? i really don't know.
But i do know from small, when every time have a box of ice-cream in the freezer, every single spoon i will really enjoy it, from vanilla, yam, durian, corn...
Till now, Adult, only have the time, a peace mind, and can afford to really taste it.
I'm not saying is expensive or what ever. is...the time..the time not right, when the time not right, and if you have the money to buy it for your self. you will feel up sad that no one share with you. no one know you having a good ice-cream.
I'm enjoying what i have now, I'm enjoying the ice-cream when i'm sharing with other person. Just say... sometimes ice-cream need to share, and you can feel the different. the different kind of sweet.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
couple
20 July 2009- Monday night.
you finally say out the word i dream and wish of it. is so sweet and yet you so not romantic, talking out when you driving. i still remember till now that you say out : i like you~ can you be my girlfriends~ and the whole car... silence.....and you saying ..please don't silence, talk something. hhmm...yes..is still so sweet in my heart now.
29 July 2009 - Wednesday evening.
feel like missing something, people say first month or maybe more then a month. the new couple will be like honey moon, but i didn't feel like honey moon, i know you busy, but as list a call that i can hear your voice also can? we only talk in msn, no sms, no call, no saying good night sweet dream or i need to say to you on the msn i miss you, you only will say out i miss you more. just maybe a 5 minutes call, just let me hear your voice also can, i don't ask for more. really. but is it need me to say out again? hey~ can you call me this this time. i don't like that. :( or is it me ask too much? and hope too much from you?
30 July 2009 –Thursday afternoon.
you coming in to my office with a surprise, and yes you really warm my heart. And thanking ..hey..he know how to surprise me. That night I'm really happy, really happy. Sometimes girl do ask for more. Or maybe me. A couple is a different two background person that need to build a house together. Is very very difficult.
But if a person is have a heart to build it and another will always ask to wait, the person who building! The heart will get cold.
6 August 2009 –Morning.
is you who the one say want GI Joe movie, and am exciting with you. Ok ok, maybe I buy the ticket for you. You know what! 1 bowl of ice-water from the head to toe . 3 days before go try my luck to buy the ticket, get scold from the counter people, 3 day after is from you. Waiting in frond of the counter and the selling ticket people looking at me one kind because I say wait for sms. And am wait and wait for more the 20 minutes, and your sms still not any reply yet. Coming back office. You talking to me in msn is hhmm..mmm..eeh.. in the middle can tell me whats wrong. WHATS WRONG!!
You know you disappoint me, but you done know you doing wrong. when you saying out that is making my eye red again. am I really that hard for you to understand or just me that make my life hard??
11 August 2009 - evening
I'm sick again with a strong fever and the whole body getting pain and cold, asking you from msn pick me up and wait for doctor, you didn't say no, that already making me feel it, you care about me allot. looking at you helping the old lady to the car, you make me smile again, hey~ he's not bad, will not say NO~, seeing allot of guys out there not dare to help because old people have a kind or smell and just don't dare to help always make me angry. how about if you get old, and your son not helping you when you can't feed your self and maybe going to toilet? is that more scary?? we all will get old one day. just not now. any way....
I love you from bottom of my heart. still don't know why is you. :P but i know is you. you got the heart for me and other people, and your family too, and that is already a good heart and a good soul.
20 August 2009 - afternoon
is a Thursday, suppose I'm working today, but last two weeks already thinking taking off today to give him a surprise, but cannot, because he have to on time lunch. so....mean have to let him know, but he still don't get what day is that day. first time go to a 'boyfriend' office, well.....ok, not too bad the feeling, eating time, hhmm...well.....he talk to he friends more then me, still can live with that, but already abit hhmm..what in my mind is (talk together let me know your friends too). when all his friends going back office, then he ask again, 'what day is today, any special'? when told him, he give a oh~ 1 month lah.....hhmm..should i say ya loh~ 1 month loh...really giving me a should i laugh or cry feeling. No flower, no card, no sweet talk from him. oh~ and we go watch movie again...
next day friends asking how was it? did he give you a romance sweet talk or what ever? well...i can say he really not a romance guy, really really not a romance person. but love him.
but i do sometime really don't know how to talk to him, when going out, normally couple talking topic is to let other partner (i like to call soul mate) know more about them self.hhmm..but this woody here like to talk business. how?? hhmm.....
but i really hope one day he give me a look, that I'm in his heart. i don't really wish more. just have some times together. no play games, no talking about business, no talking about his phone.
my friend asking me " have you ever feels that you wanna protect someone more then being protected"? yes. i do have that feeling from young. from protect my family till now, giving out a strong place in my heart for 'him', but how about him? what is in his heart? i like to know...really love to know. till he say out the word, now...never know...
5 September 2009- night
I'm meeting out with his best friend in a proper way today. good to know him, a young boy like 1 of my best boy in work.
but turn out...hhmm...no comment. Having a scary and mental movie in gold class which is too expensive for me, paying for a nice good show is still acceptable, but a movie really i didn't even think of watching it. but since is his best friend girl friend buying the ticket, i don't want to disappointed them. And having a cup of coffee and a pics of cake just four of us cause more then RM50. well.......really no comment. i don't mine paying the bill sometimes, is...i don't know, this is a unnecessary bill for me. well....mean 2 week no lunch and dinner that all.
7 September 2009- night
a night that i will really will not forgot. think of it, will be still shy...but is sweet, never know a man lips is soft and taste like honey...first kiss, is true, that my first kiss for a man, and the man i love. i never kiss a man or any one before.from we starting will be only kiss his cheek.
Tonight will be a 'just happen', kissing each other cheek turn out hhmm....( still shy, but smiling) and i really don't mind to let him know he can kiss me because is him. only him. but will he think is it too fast and think I'm 'to open'? that i...saying 'i don't mind'??
20 September 2009 - night
is a Sunday, the only Sunday i'm not working since pass 3 years because Hari Raya.
Happy second month of couple dear.
11 October 2009 - noon
Just not enough, see you just a week just not enough, i know your busy, i know im busy too. but just not enough, i don't know why, just know not enough of you. i miss you, just want to tell you i miss you so much till i get up sad my self. i really miss you so much till i cry at night. just want to hug you so close, just want to be with you like that. i just miss you... :(
16 October 2009 - night
emo day, 2 day no call, no sms, no msn. nothing from you. i sms you good night, no reply, next day sms you no reply, saying no cradit. how about on the Thursday? you working, im working. the whole day i saw you in msn. busy still can give me a good morning right? just cose you a 2 second typing in msn... really can't?
I still feel not secure, you know my family history. i want more, but i try not to ask more. not a single thing from you. is me give you more that i hope you see it. are you? i duno... maybe is me, the problem is me. but... you didn't see what im seing is it? what happen and what i really feel is it? i though as a couple we see and feel each other? but no is it?
Me also busy ok!! not just you!! from work that already making want to just trow the God damn letter, family matter, moving house, money problem, what more? my body already got problem, you knew that coming, i told you last month, but where's the pill i really want it? i can get it any clinic, but because thinking you get your business from your side. i wait, and thinking on the 20 will be our 3 month anniversary, how about we have a dinner on the 19, you give me a 'see first' ... do you know every single time you use that word will make me up sad. is disappointed me every single time you say that. you didn't even try to ask me why? am i? am i ask too much? your time can't fix, ok~ i plan my for you just to have time together. but you....
when every time i try to let you know I'm not happy, you coming back is what wrong lah. is like you saying what now!!! i just want a hug. i just thinking can share with you. huging you, you didn't even put your hand on me to hug me back just to let me know every thing gonna be fine. i just want to share like you angry of something, i listen to you. dear... I'm crying now. you know that?
you finally say out the word i dream and wish of it. is so sweet and yet you so not romantic, talking out when you driving. i still remember till now that you say out : i like you~ can you be my girlfriends~ and the whole car... silence.....and you saying ..please don't silence, talk something. hhmm...yes..is still so sweet in my heart now.
29 July 2009 - Wednesday evening.
feel like missing something, people say first month or maybe more then a month. the new couple will be like honey moon, but i didn't feel like honey moon, i know you busy, but as list a call that i can hear your voice also can? we only talk in msn, no sms, no call, no saying good night sweet dream or i need to say to you on the msn i miss you, you only will say out i miss you more. just maybe a 5 minutes call, just let me hear your voice also can, i don't ask for more. really. but is it need me to say out again? hey~ can you call me this this time. i don't like that. :( or is it me ask too much? and hope too much from you?
30 July 2009 –Thursday afternoon.
you coming in to my office with a surprise, and yes you really warm my heart. And thanking ..hey..he know how to surprise me. That night I'm really happy, really happy. Sometimes girl do ask for more. Or maybe me. A couple is a different two background person that need to build a house together. Is very very difficult.
But if a person is have a heart to build it and another will always ask to wait, the person who building! The heart will get cold.
6 August 2009 –Morning.
is you who the one say want GI Joe movie, and am exciting with you. Ok ok, maybe I buy the ticket for you. You know what! 1 bowl of ice-water from the head to toe . 3 days before go try my luck to buy the ticket, get scold from the counter people, 3 day after is from you. Waiting in frond of the counter and the selling ticket people looking at me one kind because I say wait for sms. And am wait and wait for more the 20 minutes, and your sms still not any reply yet. Coming back office. You talking to me in msn is hhmm..mmm..eeh.. in the middle can tell me whats wrong. WHATS WRONG!!
You know you disappoint me, but you done know you doing wrong. when you saying out that is making my eye red again. am I really that hard for you to understand or just me that make my life hard??
11 August 2009 - evening
I'm sick again with a strong fever and the whole body getting pain and cold, asking you from msn pick me up and wait for doctor, you didn't say no, that already making me feel it, you care about me allot. looking at you helping the old lady to the car, you make me smile again, hey~ he's not bad, will not say NO~, seeing allot of guys out there not dare to help because old people have a kind or smell and just don't dare to help always make me angry. how about if you get old, and your son not helping you when you can't feed your self and maybe going to toilet? is that more scary?? we all will get old one day. just not now. any way....
I love you from bottom of my heart. still don't know why is you. :P but i know is you. you got the heart for me and other people, and your family too, and that is already a good heart and a good soul.
20 August 2009 - afternoon
is a Thursday, suppose I'm working today, but last two weeks already thinking taking off today to give him a surprise, but cannot, because he have to on time lunch. so....mean have to let him know, but he still don't get what day is that day. first time go to a 'boyfriend' office, well.....ok, not too bad the feeling, eating time, hhmm...well.....he talk to he friends more then me, still can live with that, but already abit hhmm..what in my mind is (talk together let me know your friends too). when all his friends going back office, then he ask again, 'what day is today, any special'? when told him, he give a oh~ 1 month lah.....hhmm..should i say ya loh~ 1 month loh...really giving me a should i laugh or cry feeling. No flower, no card, no sweet talk from him. oh~ and we go watch movie again...
next day friends asking how was it? did he give you a romance sweet talk or what ever? well...i can say he really not a romance guy, really really not a romance person. but love him.
but i do sometime really don't know how to talk to him, when going out, normally couple talking topic is to let other partner (i like to call soul mate) know more about them self.hhmm..but this woody here like to talk business. how?? hhmm.....
but i really hope one day he give me a look, that I'm in his heart. i don't really wish more. just have some times together. no play games, no talking about business, no talking about his phone.
my friend asking me " have you ever feels that you wanna protect someone more then being protected"? yes. i do have that feeling from young. from protect my family till now, giving out a strong place in my heart for 'him', but how about him? what is in his heart? i like to know...really love to know. till he say out the word, now...never know...
5 September 2009- night
I'm meeting out with his best friend in a proper way today. good to know him, a young boy like 1 of my best boy in work.
but turn out...hhmm...no comment. Having a scary and mental movie in gold class which is too expensive for me, paying for a nice good show is still acceptable, but a movie really i didn't even think of watching it. but since is his best friend girl friend buying the ticket, i don't want to disappointed them. And having a cup of coffee and a pics of cake just four of us cause more then RM50. well.......really no comment. i don't mine paying the bill sometimes, is...i don't know, this is a unnecessary bill for me. well....mean 2 week no lunch and dinner that all.
7 September 2009- night
a night that i will really will not forgot. think of it, will be still shy...but is sweet, never know a man lips is soft and taste like honey...first kiss, is true, that my first kiss for a man, and the man i love. i never kiss a man or any one before.from we starting will be only kiss his cheek.
Tonight will be a 'just happen', kissing each other cheek turn out hhmm....( still shy, but smiling) and i really don't mind to let him know he can kiss me because is him. only him. but will he think is it too fast and think I'm 'to open'? that i...saying 'i don't mind'??
20 September 2009 - night
is a Sunday, the only Sunday i'm not working since pass 3 years because Hari Raya.
Happy second month of couple dear.
11 October 2009 - noon
Just not enough, see you just a week just not enough, i know your busy, i know im busy too. but just not enough, i don't know why, just know not enough of you. i miss you, just want to tell you i miss you so much till i get up sad my self. i really miss you so much till i cry at night. just want to hug you so close, just want to be with you like that. i just miss you... :(
16 October 2009 - night
emo day, 2 day no call, no sms, no msn. nothing from you. i sms you good night, no reply, next day sms you no reply, saying no cradit. how about on the Thursday? you working, im working. the whole day i saw you in msn. busy still can give me a good morning right? just cose you a 2 second typing in msn... really can't?
I still feel not secure, you know my family history. i want more, but i try not to ask more. not a single thing from you. is me give you more that i hope you see it. are you? i duno... maybe is me, the problem is me. but... you didn't see what im seing is it? what happen and what i really feel is it? i though as a couple we see and feel each other? but no is it?
Me also busy ok!! not just you!! from work that already making want to just trow the God damn letter, family matter, moving house, money problem, what more? my body already got problem, you knew that coming, i told you last month, but where's the pill i really want it? i can get it any clinic, but because thinking you get your business from your side. i wait, and thinking on the 20 will be our 3 month anniversary, how about we have a dinner on the 19, you give me a 'see first' ... do you know every single time you use that word will make me up sad. is disappointed me every single time you say that. you didn't even try to ask me why? am i? am i ask too much? your time can't fix, ok~ i plan my for you just to have time together. but you....
when every time i try to let you know I'm not happy, you coming back is what wrong lah. is like you saying what now!!! i just want a hug. i just thinking can share with you. huging you, you didn't even put your hand on me to hug me back just to let me know every thing gonna be fine. i just want to share like you angry of something, i listen to you. dear... I'm crying now. you know that?
Friday, July 10, 2009
Empty
I’m here again, with speechless, with no sunlight growing from my eyes, can’t listen any more, can’t hold tic soon, how to let you know I’m here? I’m always here, and you never looking at me when his here in frond of you. I’m empty when you show that kind of face on me. I’m tired. I’m really tired of pleasing you. But what should I do without you? Am cry in my bath, when no ones can hear me, am crying with holding a pillow to close up all my voice. am crying without voice again and… looking the mirror without soul. I smile with my self, hey~ not the first time. hey~ will over soon, hey~ time fly’s will end again. is damn hurt when saying that to my self, is damn damn hurt. I’m looking my hand when what ever happen, am I wrong? am I the ones always need to ice my heart just not to get too much problem out. Never know, but knowing one think. Well never end.
Never know will hurt that much too when you told me go home alone that night. Know you tired, know you get allot of stress this few week or maybe more. Can’t tell you much you need to take care your self. Because you don’t like people talk to many times. but that’s me. Is a part of me. Like you is a part of me already. I’m not sure that is already a love or like, but I do know is hurt that night. Is true when I saw the line from my brother computer it say ‘When you giving a girl a smile, the girl will give you her heart’. Maybe is not a big deal for you, but as a girl and that girl no ideal how to walk the way of her relationship. I really blur how you want in, I feel lost, I like you allot. But sometimes is lost just looking at you. How you feel about me? Is really just a friend? a good friend? Can my heart let go of you? Can I?
Never know will hurt that much too when you told me go home alone that night. Know you tired, know you get allot of stress this few week or maybe more. Can’t tell you much you need to take care your self. Because you don’t like people talk to many times. but that’s me. Is a part of me. Like you is a part of me already. I’m not sure that is already a love or like, but I do know is hurt that night. Is true when I saw the line from my brother computer it say ‘When you giving a girl a smile, the girl will give you her heart’. Maybe is not a big deal for you, but as a girl and that girl no ideal how to walk the way of her relationship. I really blur how you want in, I feel lost, I like you allot. But sometimes is lost just looking at you. How you feel about me? Is really just a friend? a good friend? Can my heart let go of you? Can I?
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
You!!!
Do you know i still like you allot? Do you know i always think of you? Do you know allot of stuff i focus my self to do it because of you? Do you know i feel hurt when you not looking at me? Do you know i feel hurt when you not talking any more. Do you know when you walk in frond of me I feel lost when just looking at your back? Do you know i feel more hurt you just let it be. i really don't know what you think of me, and i scare to ask again. i scare you will never talk to me. and sometimes do you know you make me feel I'm like no brain. :( when you talking with me. Do you know sometimes when you answer my question, you make me feel so sad. no..i don't think you know. care about you and concern about you is the only way i know. and i try to be a better girl, but i think you didn't see it, do you know my family asking me I'm like a girl finally? ya~ because i always act as a boy, because no one really concert about how i act, is who am i. but i try to make my self become more 'girl sensitive', but i think you don't notice it.
i like vege you don't like it. i like fish you like chicken, i drink water you drink kids stuff. and some more is all sugar drink. you asking me do i wear high hell, yes i wear, but i don't dare to say scare i taller then you if i wear it. and i remember you saying about a girl 'not work out because she too tall', dinner time always thinking what do order for you and not for me. i don't dare to eat after 8pm because i got tummy problem, i still eat with you because i knew you didn't have your dinner. but shirt thing... i still fall for you, and is hurt when you really not looking back I'm there. i know you been stress up with you work,hey..~~ who's not, but do you hear me bullshit in frond of you allot? no way. because i don't dare too and if i do also you wont really listen. i try to share my working part with you, and as a friend also can give me a comment but your answer only a 'up to you'. 'up to you'!!! 'up to you'!!! hurt allot when hearing that from a person i really like, really hurt. and i think all your friends is calling your name, but is me calling not your name. i try to open my life to let you see who i am. but allot of things is you acting dumb or just ignore it or you wont say it. i don't know. i really don't know. how can i know you don't let me see your world?i'm blur but i'm not dump and yes. you told me before 'we just friend'................feel like a broken string. if fix i think is only me my self can fix it back. is it??
i like vege you don't like it. i like fish you like chicken, i drink water you drink kids stuff. and some more is all sugar drink. you asking me do i wear high hell, yes i wear, but i don't dare to say scare i taller then you if i wear it. and i remember you saying about a girl 'not work out because she too tall', dinner time always thinking what do order for you and not for me. i don't dare to eat after 8pm because i got tummy problem, i still eat with you because i knew you didn't have your dinner. but shirt thing... i still fall for you, and is hurt when you really not looking back I'm there. i know you been stress up with you work,hey..~~ who's not, but do you hear me bullshit in frond of you allot? no way. because i don't dare too and if i do also you wont really listen. i try to share my working part with you, and as a friend also can give me a comment but your answer only a 'up to you'. 'up to you'!!! 'up to you'!!! hurt allot when hearing that from a person i really like, really hurt. and i think all your friends is calling your name, but is me calling not your name. i try to open my life to let you see who i am. but allot of things is you acting dumb or just ignore it or you wont say it. i don't know. i really don't know. how can i know you don't let me see your world?i'm blur but i'm not dump and yes. you told me before 'we just friend'................feel like a broken string. if fix i think is only me my self can fix it back. is it??
Saturday, July 4, 2009
quiz
Ellan completed the quiz "Which Liquor Are You?" with the result Lucid Absinthe Superieure.
You are Lucid Absinthe Superieure! You have a mysterious lure about you. You see things from a different perspective. You are a multi-layered, complex individual, with a soft, delicate side. However, there is a side of you that is dark.
Well… true, I love to drink sometimes, but still can’t get if what liquor is ‘Lucid Absinthe Superieure’, mysterious as in my personality, I do let people think a lot of different view of me, the crazy part, the inner me, and ofcause, the sexy me. :P but seeing things in different perspective will be always look at the negative side first before the good think come o my mind. But yes…I’m DARK…
Ellan completed the quiz "What does the week you were born say about you?" with the result The Week of Youth and Ease - Aquarius 2 January 31 – February 7.
You do not like trouble in any form and would do practically anything to avoid it. You value your happiness highly and generally ask to be left alone to travel your own path. Your craftsmanship is pronounced and can display a mastery of your medium. Youthfulness of all kinds (mental, emotional, and physical) is one of your characteristics and you are often accused of being emotionally immature and superficial (although superficial you are not.) You are well liked and admired and sometimes spend too much time pleasing others rather then assert yourself. You have a high opinion of yourself and are prone to conceit. You like to keep your relationships light, and to avoid serious or heavy involvements. You are attracted to very opposite personalities from what you may think you want. Strengths: Accomplished – Admired – Refined Weaknesses: Immature – Tortured – Cut Off .
I don’t like trouble
I like to be happy possible
I like to be alone too, sometimes
I pleasing too many people in 27 years of my life time, and I still doing it, but sometimes is really sad to please them and they just can’t see you there.
I really love to have a relationship now, and with him, but i don't think he see it. :S
Ellan completed the quiz "Are You a Foodie?" with the result Advanced Foodie.
You are a true foodie! Your level of knowledge makes you feel at home in any restaurant in the world. You probably read cook books for fun and you swoon over foods labeled "artisanal" or "hand crafted." Congratulations! Julia would be proud of you!.
Call me, you buy the stuff, I cook for you.
Ellan completed the quiz "WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE IN LIFE?" with the result You are a Visionary..
“You have the ability to see things in a way that others cannot and your perception is second to none however you do not always follow the logical path even though you can almost always predict how things will turn out. You are gifted in business and your insight into the future makes you an excellent person to give good advice to those around you.”.
I don’t follow my brain sometimes too.
I do give good advice to all the people I know, but who give me advice I want?? :S
Ellan completed the quiz "What is Your Inner Self?" with the result A Moonlike Person.
You hide your emotion sometimes .You are a moon type of person. You tend to be the quiet type or in contrast, you are not happy but sometimes you act it out in order for you to not burden your friends with your problems. You've faced some problems in your life. Your heart has been dealt blows before . You tend to think about things a lot more than other people, and you may get annoyed with people who act out without thinking about consequences. You are also the type of person that others often come to with their problems because you've been through plenty, and you are very understanding. Though you sometimes feel lonely, your demeanor is usually chill, and relaxed. You usually are logical, and rely a lot on facts and information on decisions. You often keep things to yourself. This is just one side of you, and you have different faces in different situations and environments, just like the moon has phases. Thanks for taking this quiz, I hope you enjoyed it .
This is so true. all quiz form FB, a personal test for my self.
You are Lucid Absinthe Superieure! You have a mysterious lure about you. You see things from a different perspective. You are a multi-layered, complex individual, with a soft, delicate side. However, there is a side of you that is dark.
Well… true, I love to drink sometimes, but still can’t get if what liquor is ‘Lucid Absinthe Superieure’, mysterious as in my personality, I do let people think a lot of different view of me, the crazy part, the inner me, and ofcause, the sexy me. :P but seeing things in different perspective will be always look at the negative side first before the good think come o my mind. But yes…I’m DARK…
Ellan completed the quiz "What does the week you were born say about you?" with the result The Week of Youth and Ease - Aquarius 2 January 31 – February 7.
You do not like trouble in any form and would do practically anything to avoid it. You value your happiness highly and generally ask to be left alone to travel your own path. Your craftsmanship is pronounced and can display a mastery of your medium. Youthfulness of all kinds (mental, emotional, and physical) is one of your characteristics and you are often accused of being emotionally immature and superficial (although superficial you are not.) You are well liked and admired and sometimes spend too much time pleasing others rather then assert yourself. You have a high opinion of yourself and are prone to conceit. You like to keep your relationships light, and to avoid serious or heavy involvements. You are attracted to very opposite personalities from what you may think you want. Strengths: Accomplished – Admired – Refined Weaknesses: Immature – Tortured – Cut Off .
I don’t like trouble
I like to be happy possible
I like to be alone too, sometimes
I pleasing too many people in 27 years of my life time, and I still doing it, but sometimes is really sad to please them and they just can’t see you there.
I really love to have a relationship now, and with him, but i don't think he see it. :S
Ellan completed the quiz "Are You a Foodie?" with the result Advanced Foodie.
You are a true foodie! Your level of knowledge makes you feel at home in any restaurant in the world. You probably read cook books for fun and you swoon over foods labeled "artisanal" or "hand crafted." Congratulations! Julia would be proud of you!.
Call me, you buy the stuff, I cook for you.
Ellan completed the quiz "WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE IN LIFE?" with the result You are a Visionary..
“You have the ability to see things in a way that others cannot and your perception is second to none however you do not always follow the logical path even though you can almost always predict how things will turn out. You are gifted in business and your insight into the future makes you an excellent person to give good advice to those around you.”.
I don’t follow my brain sometimes too.
I do give good advice to all the people I know, but who give me advice I want?? :S
Ellan completed the quiz "What is Your Inner Self?" with the result A Moonlike Person.
You hide your emotion sometimes .You are a moon type of person. You tend to be the quiet type or in contrast, you are not happy but sometimes you act it out in order for you to not burden your friends with your problems. You've faced some problems in your life. Your heart has been dealt blows before . You tend to think about things a lot more than other people, and you may get annoyed with people who act out without thinking about consequences. You are also the type of person that others often come to with their problems because you've been through plenty, and you are very understanding. Though you sometimes feel lonely, your demeanor is usually chill, and relaxed. You usually are logical, and rely a lot on facts and information on decisions. You often keep things to yourself. This is just one side of you, and you have different faces in different situations and environments, just like the moon has phases. Thanks for taking this quiz, I hope you enjoyed it .
This is so true. all quiz form FB, a personal test for my self.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
crazy weeks i have
Been a crazy person past 2 weeks, been laughing and laughing not stop at office and at home too, we imagine of doing a tattoo at the butt, and doing a yellow stone beside and a flying pig on top. Beside the butt side, another good friend will be saying the same topic that doing a flying pig tattoo at the arm, when showing to all his friends… see see~~ a flying pig on my arm… What are we thinking that time have no ideal, just we know we need a time to break out from the work. Can’t really think much of work, and if you say no work at all? No~ we got allot to follow up, just hhmm…we really need to recover from the stress and tension. So,~~ might as well just leave all the good boy and good girl in the house and open the door for the crazy, funny soul out.
Hey~ why not, we need a little bit time for break even.
any way, is was fun, if you beside me the whole 2 week, you will know how we act and I think the virus of laugh will go to you too.
Life always have been a hard think for us, don’t you think? The first think you know you are a rich person, but a second day maybe you become ‘who the hell are you’. My friend asking me, ‘are you sure you want to play till that crazy’? Well… why not, beside that we are not playing other people and making joke to hurt people or having what!!… pill, caffeine or what ever, ok~ maybe have too much coffee, but we just want to laugh, a good laugh will be always healthy. beside that, think back, yes, I’m enjoying acting crazy and still enjoying being crazy till now, still feel want to give a big hug to ever one I know.
Will always love my staff, the ‘non human’ we work together, no matter my roll as a leader for them or a devil sometimes but we still do stupid stuff together. Beside that, have no ideal till now why I go send all those sms and mms to him, for letting him know I’m drunk, is sooooo embarrassing. Sorry for that, and I think he will think of me as a drunker…hmm…this girl gone crazy and not a ‘good girl’ is it? But any way, I’m will always be me, a girl want to be a pig. :p
Hey~ why not, we need a little bit time for break even.
any way, is was fun, if you beside me the whole 2 week, you will know how we act and I think the virus of laugh will go to you too.
Life always have been a hard think for us, don’t you think? The first think you know you are a rich person, but a second day maybe you become ‘who the hell are you’. My friend asking me, ‘are you sure you want to play till that crazy’? Well… why not, beside that we are not playing other people and making joke to hurt people or having what!!… pill, caffeine or what ever, ok~ maybe have too much coffee, but we just want to laugh, a good laugh will be always healthy. beside that, think back, yes, I’m enjoying acting crazy and still enjoying being crazy till now, still feel want to give a big hug to ever one I know.
Will always love my staff, the ‘non human’ we work together, no matter my roll as a leader for them or a devil sometimes but we still do stupid stuff together. Beside that, have no ideal till now why I go send all those sms and mms to him, for letting him know I’m drunk, is sooooo embarrassing. Sorry for that, and I think he will think of me as a drunker…hmm…this girl gone crazy and not a ‘good girl’ is it? But any way, I’m will always be me, a girl want to be a pig. :p
Sunday, May 17, 2009
May trip in 2009
This trip is out of my mind, didn't really think going in May, but yes~ i need a trip to clear my mind, but going there only lost my self more and more and thinking of him more. really making me up sad...
From Tuesday night flying to my friend kampung already making my eye red again and don't know why, just know i feel sad and feel alone again. why i have that kind of stupid feeling about him, and why is him, why not another guy.
Going Pulau Perhentian is my friends ideal and telling me get out of the work. Is been very very long time didn't really have a clear look what i have, what i have in me. sea side always make me more relax, I'm not a nature girl i truly admirable that all the people they can sleep every where. but i can't. toilet is out side, no light, not hot water. no TV i still can leave with it, but toilet... is my really really nightmare. making business in the morning and the so call 'little' animal' just crowing in frond of you. i think you will sure stone there and willing to cry, because i am... and when you having shower, the lizard are looking at you from the top and is not a 'little' one. is really dam scary. night time still cold when not air corn or fan, because is in the island. sea side, wind, and trees..there is already making you having a good fresh air.
night bar at there is a really good relax place for chatting, just sit there and looking at the sky, the star will making you smile, and having fun with all the people there. but drinking part, please do drink beer there.
Going in the deep blue sea to watch the shark and sea turtle is the best think i have in this short trip. just that few moment is already make clear view what ever i need to face when coming back. allot of colourful fish that we normally see in TV or magazine too.
Going Pulau Perhentian is my friends ideal and telling me get out of the work. Is been very very long time didn't really have a clear look what i have, what i have in me. sea side always make me more relax, I'm not a nature girl i truly admirable that all the people they can sleep every where. but i can't. toilet is out side, no light, not hot water. no TV i still can leave with it, but toilet... is my really really nightmare. making business in the morning and the so call 'little' animal' just crowing in frond of you. i think you will sure stone there and willing to cry, because i am... and when you having shower, the lizard are looking at you from the top and is not a 'little' one. is really dam scary. night time still cold when not air corn or fan, because is in the island. sea side, wind, and trees..there is already making you having a good fresh air.
night bar at there is a really good relax place for chatting, just sit there and looking at the sky, the star will making you smile, and having fun with all the people there. but drinking part, please do drink beer there.
Going in the deep blue sea to watch the shark and sea turtle is the best think i have in this short trip. just that few moment is already make clear view what ever i need to face when coming back. allot of colourful fish that we normally see in TV or magazine too.
But is end. Is very fast.., my trip has over again. will go again some day. but yes~ am enjoy my self, but coming back to KL, i think I'm making my heart pain again. he's not there, and when waiting time, i know when i wait longer will still the same. yes~ i still like him so much, don't ask me why, i really don't know why. just know is him. from coming back KL and trying going out with another guy just to clear it out the feeling. and yes. is still him the one I'm thinking off, but is hurting me when he is not reply my sms or msn, and abit making me feel cheap. don't dare to call him, scare will more making him run away. but i think i know what to do. you want friend. then friend. just that... friends.
and i'm alone again.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Mistake
Mistake again~
Can’t be a pig for last few week, or maybe more, didn’t count it but I know more then 3 week. Maybe the work, maybe starting getting old can’t sleep, or maybe thinking him too much, hhmm…..not a good think.
This coming Tuesday will be going a short trip with few friends in Pulau Perhentian, few nice close friends. I know will be havoc trip since they already told who is going and think will happen, not a big deal, just for me I’m thinking going there to clear my mind and think of what will I do when I coming back and face what I need to face. I can say I’m not strong in relationship, I don’t know how to act, how to feel and how to really know what he want, I don’t know how to talk that’s why I think I hurt his feeling from the payment that second date (for me) that my friends told me no suppose to say and act like that. Hey...Sorry~… :( really. I know how blur I am, what came in to my mind will just shoot out from my mouth, that why I’m still learning, ‘how to talk’. I didn’t have that much EX like you!! So I can’t learn much stuff like you.
When I did some think wrong I always look in to my hands, am I done the wrong think again? Yes. I think I did it again, from few weeks past not suppose to talk with boss what I want from her, and not suppose to talk out how I feel for him. Talk always is easy, but doing it out will be another stuff ‘are you sure you doing it the right way’?
Listen to collide, nothing else matters all this song, feel the way I feel about him now. All I think about is him, walking around is looking his stuff, looking the clock rocking is saying about his name. I’m in deep shit. Yes I am. Never know I will feel for a person that deep. I never tell any one that. OK...just 3 good friends of my. Day go by I’m thinking him more and more, smile from my face when thinking of him, day go by when I know I’m happy I found him. But I know I need to give him some time to think. Maybe some day we will be together, or maybe not. Am looking at my hand again and saying is up to him, is damm.. hurt
The story I need to tell him, the word I need him to know. Is clear. Like I say, am not smart in this stuff. So don’t tall me how to act like normal girl suppose to say and wait for you to say. I just telling out what I feel and that is already making my eye red...hey...i still a girl. From a girl view, I still got the shy part and feel lost. And I’m NOT YOUR EX!!!
And…I am telling you now. I’m ready to love somebody, somebody I hope is you. 16th May 2009 Saturday, my fly will reach at 9am…I think. And I hope to see you. If not, I know what to do. Hurt me, but don’t hurt me long. So I know I need to let go.
Can’t be a pig for last few week, or maybe more, didn’t count it but I know more then 3 week. Maybe the work, maybe starting getting old can’t sleep, or maybe thinking him too much, hhmm…..not a good think.
This coming Tuesday will be going a short trip with few friends in Pulau Perhentian, few nice close friends. I know will be havoc trip since they already told who is going and think will happen, not a big deal, just for me I’m thinking going there to clear my mind and think of what will I do when I coming back and face what I need to face. I can say I’m not strong in relationship, I don’t know how to act, how to feel and how to really know what he want, I don’t know how to talk that’s why I think I hurt his feeling from the payment that second date (for me) that my friends told me no suppose to say and act like that. Hey...Sorry~… :( really. I know how blur I am, what came in to my mind will just shoot out from my mouth, that why I’m still learning, ‘how to talk’. I didn’t have that much EX like you!! So I can’t learn much stuff like you.
When I did some think wrong I always look in to my hands, am I done the wrong think again? Yes. I think I did it again, from few weeks past not suppose to talk with boss what I want from her, and not suppose to talk out how I feel for him. Talk always is easy, but doing it out will be another stuff ‘are you sure you doing it the right way’?
Listen to collide, nothing else matters all this song, feel the way I feel about him now. All I think about is him, walking around is looking his stuff, looking the clock rocking is saying about his name. I’m in deep shit. Yes I am. Never know I will feel for a person that deep. I never tell any one that. OK...just 3 good friends of my. Day go by I’m thinking him more and more, smile from my face when thinking of him, day go by when I know I’m happy I found him. But I know I need to give him some time to think. Maybe some day we will be together, or maybe not. Am looking at my hand again and saying is up to him, is damm.. hurt
The story I need to tell him, the word I need him to know. Is clear. Like I say, am not smart in this stuff. So don’t tall me how to act like normal girl suppose to say and wait for you to say. I just telling out what I feel and that is already making my eye red...hey...i still a girl. From a girl view, I still got the shy part and feel lost. And I’m NOT YOUR EX!!!
And…I am telling you now. I’m ready to love somebody, somebody I hope is you. 16th May 2009 Saturday, my fly will reach at 9am…I think. And I hope to see you. If not, I know what to do. Hurt me, but don’t hurt me long. So I know I need to let go.
Monday, April 27, 2009
in love
I'm always alone, yes..alone........ got allot of friends, allot allot of friends, girl friends, guys friends, gay friends, best friends, so call friends, but i always see my self alone from them ,a part of another world, you can see their smile, they laugh, and you laugh together. but some how, sometimes will feel alone, alone as in song in your heart is different... done know why, just will look different.
been in love 2 time, but heart break 2 time . first in the college. second....is a havoc... ask me in person, will tell you. so.... till now. i still alone, i know i will find some one some where with the right time. . got a feeling with some one now, but scare...scare to reach. scare to find will not become friends any more, scare will not talk any more. how his look like? well..his cute, not too tall, but skinny... how i meet him? how his look like? what he doing for living? what he like and unlike... all still ...in the deep blue sea...all still a step in the time, not rushing, but rush to thinking of him.
I like him yes, got feel for him yes... but how about him? that the think..never think too much for that. is yours will be yours, if not yours will be not yours. that always what i think and remember always. but yes. sure will heart break if... who will not.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Stupid think..
Sometimes life give you allot of stupid thing to think, but this is life, when you born, is in the package. What ever we do, we smile, we cry, we sad. is all about life. no meddler you like it or not. is with me. but as long what we need to know how to run our own life. then should be good enough. Don’t you think so?
la vida le da a veces asigna de cosa estúpida para pensar, pero ésta es vida, cuando usted llevado, está en el paquete. qué hacemos nunca, sonreímos, nosotros gritamos, nosotros tristes. es todo sobre vida. ninguÌn metter usted tiene gusto de él o de not.is conmigo. pero como largo qué necesitamos para saber funcionar nuestra vida del uwn. entonces debe ser bastante bueno. ¿usted no piensa tan? – Spanish
時々生命は愚かな事の考えるために割り当てる与えるがこれはパッケージに生命の、とき耐えられるある。 私達がする何を、私達は、私達叫ぶ、悲しい私達微笑する。 生命について完全にある。 おせっかい屋それをまたはない好まない。 私とある。 知ることを私達の自身の生命を動かす方法を私達は必要とする何がしかし長いように。 それから十分によいべきである。 そう考えないか。
la vida le da a veces asigna de cosa estúpida para pensar, pero ésta es vida, cuando usted llevado, está en el paquete. qué hacemos nunca, sonreímos, nosotros gritamos, nosotros tristes. es todo sobre vida. ninguÌn metter usted tiene gusto de él o de not.is conmigo. pero como largo qué necesitamos para saber funcionar nuestra vida del uwn. entonces debe ser bastante bueno. ¿usted no piensa tan? – Spanish
時々生命は愚かな事の考えるために割り当てる与えるがこれはパッケージに生命の、とき耐えられるある。 私達がする何を、私達は、私達叫ぶ、悲しい私達微笑する。 生命について完全にある。 おせっかい屋それをまたはない好まない。 私とある。 知ることを私達の自身の生命を動かす方法を私達は必要とする何がしかし長いように。 それから十分によいべきである。 そう考えないか。
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Life Sucks...
Sometimes life suck, we all know that. But what to do. we only can do is make it not suck, if can we all hope for not suck at all, beside not sick at all, we hope for rich, we hope for what ever we want we can have it, but done you think if life like this not fun at all? Just imagine when you have big house, nice car, maybe a handsome nice boyfriend or maybe pretty girl friend, you name it, you get it. And until the end, how about give you two year to enjoy this kind of lifestyle. I think you will kill your self for getting bored to death. Or maybe you insist till you burning money just for fun. What do you think? Will it be like that??
What in my mind, well….can say I whish to have this kind of lifestyle sometimes when im busy till I have nightmare about working and which is not finish, beside nightmare, will have noisy kids voice runny in my head. Running and running and running. OMG!! Means will have a headache soon. Yes! In that time I really really whish I have a life like that. No need to worried about payment, (working is half of because payment) payment and more payment. hey! True rite? When you not marry, what you will normally do? Payment ofcouse. Car bill, house bill, water bill, your own shopping bill, and mum pocket money (if you love you mum you should :P ) see!! All is bill. And don’t talk about if you have family and kids. That means more OMG more! Rite? This is life. Ha! Ha! Ha!..You like it or not.
THIS IS LIFE.
Problem come out, make it back, done it! And live with It.!!!
THIS IS LIFE.
Family member diet, cry it. Cry it laugh. Think it, save in the heart. Done it! And live with it!!!
THIS IS LIFE.
What you want more? When you born you sepost to diet soon, just still done know when only.
People life suck, all people know it, but, hey!! as long you got the change to see it your self, what is happening out there when you think of newborn child just come out from the mummy tummy and doc tell you cant save the baby. (if you are that child)
You try it, you have family with you, you test the sweet there, brothers and sisters feting. The first love, the first test that your first kiss with your lover, the first salary from the first job, and when you think it the child are cant work and cant even walk because of sickness and stay in bed rest of their life.
Now you think of it, hey~ my life not that sucks after all…
So..now you think your life not suck, can we go help the people that need HELP!!??
What in my mind, well….can say I whish to have this kind of lifestyle sometimes when im busy till I have nightmare about working and which is not finish, beside nightmare, will have noisy kids voice runny in my head. Running and running and running. OMG!! Means will have a headache soon. Yes! In that time I really really whish I have a life like that. No need to worried about payment, (working is half of because payment) payment and more payment. hey! True rite? When you not marry, what you will normally do? Payment ofcouse. Car bill, house bill, water bill, your own shopping bill, and mum pocket money (if you love you mum you should :P ) see!! All is bill. And don’t talk about if you have family and kids. That means more OMG more! Rite? This is life. Ha! Ha! Ha!..You like it or not.
THIS IS LIFE.
Problem come out, make it back, done it! And live with It.!!!
THIS IS LIFE.
Family member diet, cry it. Cry it laugh. Think it, save in the heart. Done it! And live with it!!!
THIS IS LIFE.
What you want more? When you born you sepost to diet soon, just still done know when only.
People life suck, all people know it, but, hey!! as long you got the change to see it your self, what is happening out there when you think of newborn child just come out from the mummy tummy and doc tell you cant save the baby. (if you are that child)
You try it, you have family with you, you test the sweet there, brothers and sisters feting. The first love, the first test that your first kiss with your lover, the first salary from the first job, and when you think it the child are cant work and cant even walk because of sickness and stay in bed rest of their life.
Now you think of it, hey~ my life not that sucks after all…
So..now you think your life not suck, can we go help the people that need HELP!!??
Sunday, February 8, 2009
CNY in 2009
Well...this year Chinese New Year i have a great cool relax year, why? I'm taken 1 week off in thie 'New Year' that i never taken leave before in this company, and why again I'm takeing leave? well..that a long sad,angry story. so..not talking this time.
But I'm very happy that i have a nice week with my family. (^^) so i wish all people out there also have a good, healthy year.
está encima de triste una persona no hace su trabaja bien = Spanish
愉快的中國新年 = Chinese
幸せな中国の新年 = Japan
nuovo anno cinese felice = Italian
nouvelle année chinoise heureuse = Frence
행복한 중국 새해 = Korean
glückliches chinesisches neues Jahr = German
all translat mean ....Happy Chinese Year Year.
where and how i know all the words? ..you ask me i tell you.. :P
But I'm very happy that i have a nice week with my family. (^^) so i wish all people out there also have a good, healthy year.
está encima de triste una persona no hace su trabaja bien = Spanish
愉快的中國新年 = Chinese
幸せな中国の新年 = Japan
nuovo anno cinese felice = Italian
nouvelle année chinoise heureuse = Frence
행복한 중국 새해 = Korean
glückliches chinesisches neues Jahr = German
all translat mean ....Happy Chinese Year Year.
where and how i know all the words? ..you ask me i tell you.. :P
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