I hate my self being so sensitive, I hate my self care too much, I don’t like the feeling that let me think of I’m still alone. I really don’t know how to talk out, how to say out the word that people will understand what I’m really trying to say. Is it me care too much will only make my self falling? How do make it don’t relish that much.
Allot of happening this 2 day, from taking off day till become cancel it and coming back to work, and work like hell. Knowing coming back will be a wrong idea, but can’t help my self that for sure I know she can’t handle the shop alone.
Needed some one beside there to cheer my up but sometimes just no ones. Can’t complain too much because is the way I choose my self. I only can make it more easily to walk and learn how to see carefully.
But I know, today I feel down. Not happy. Another emo day that I will keep ‘inside’
