Hi Friend,
How are you now? Sorry about last night, knock off at 11pm.
don’t say not knowing how you feel. i know how’s it feel, the pain, the betray, the anger and sad. Cant imagine I been there. The pain that cause me more then I expected. I think I told you before, after breaking off. I cant sleep for more then 2 week, I started taking sleeping pill just to rest my body, but my mental still very ill so do my spiritual, every night I pray and pray for healing.
You can’t work. But still need to go office, smile at your boss and colleague, you cant eat, but still have a good laugh and dinner with family, but after dinner I will when back my room starting to vomit and cry. This is how I ‘feel’ for more then a month.
let you know this is just a sharing. Not saying about bad word or talking bad thing about someone & no matter how he still your best friend. & who not want a best friend for ever. Still wish him good health so do his family.
last night when you call me for the answer. I do know why you will call or sms her in the very mean way. But is it worth it? That only make you more angry?(God only want us be happy) make you be a mean man, and make another party sad? and no matter how. You two love before. You care before, love her and treasure her before.
This is my view – I don’t want a person I know and care before be a stranger.
But God always got his plan for us. just maybe our time haven arrive yet..
God past me a message when I'm totally lost that time, and now I think God want me to past to you his child to be strong.
FOR- be FOR it's deserved
GIVE - a gift
NESS - a continued action, a constant state of being
