Bali soap

Thank you guys for the non stop aroma~ ^^ will be display on my office table... for 'unnecessary use'. then only use for the 'better use'. :D

Breathe Again

Hi Friend,

How are you now? Sorry about last night, knock off at 11pm.

don’t say not knowing how you feel. i know how’s it feel, the pain, the betray, the anger and sad. Cant imagine I been there. The pain that cause me more then I expected. I think I told you before, after breaking off. I cant sleep for more then 2 week, I started taking sleeping pill just to rest my body, but my mental still very ill so do my spiritual, every night I pray and pray for healing.

You can’t work. But still need to go office, smile at your boss and colleague, you cant eat, but still have a good laugh and dinner with family, but after dinner I will when back my room starting to vomit and cry.  This is how I ‘feel’ for more then a month.

let you know this is just a sharing. Not saying about bad word or talking bad thing about someone & no matter how he still your best friend. & who not want a best friend for ever. Still wish him good health so do his family.

last night when you call me for the answer. I do know why you will call or sms her in the very mean way. But is it worth it? That only make you more angry?(God only want us be happy) make you be a mean man, and make another party sad? and no matter how. You two love before. You care before, love her and treasure her before.

This is my view – I don’t want a person I know and care before be a stranger.

But God always got his plan for us. just maybe our time haven arrive yet..

God past me a message when I'm totally lost that time, and now I think God want me to past to you his child to be strong.

forgive us our sins as we forgive those...

FOR- be FOR it's deserved
GIVE - a gift
NESS - a continued action, a constant state of being

understand now?

Eagle's Wings

But those who hope in the Load will renew their strength.  They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk weary, they will walk and not be faint.

been going church past 3 month or maybe more. learn allot again & the most impotent thing.Clear my spiritual and mine.

Learning to let go. yes~ I learn the most is LETTING IT GO. friends already advice me not worth it. family know I'm still not my self yet.
Yesterday Pastor Joe say well. let it go, why need to put a GUILT in our life, why need to please people that not appreciate what you done for them? just WHY need to please THEM? be a forgiveness. don't wait for 'SORRY'. not worth it. yes~ not worth it any more.
Waiting for a 'sorry' cant change any thing too. you will still think of it! you will still talk about it!.
Is time for me to let go. let got of you, i will not talk about you any more. i will not think of you any more.
Still Bless you good health & family too. GOD bless.

Ever The Same

I want to be tat girl who would tell you things about yourself that you didn’t even know. I want to be that girl who always carries a pen with her so she could scribble things on her hand when something comes to mind. I want to be the girl who didn’t take what she had for granted. The girl who would have did things differently because she wasn’t scared to fight for what she loves. The girl who smiles and for once, didn’t feel the need to pretend. I want to be that girl, who is genuinely happy. The kinda girl, who you would look at and smile. 

Missing someone isn’t about how long it has been since you’ve seen them or the amount of time since you’ve talked. It’s about that very moment when you find yourself doing something & wishing they were right there by your side.

The Five Rs

Just finish reading this page when i just done with my work but cant leave the office yet.

As a trainer, I am always keen that teaching never remains as the level of interesting theory but can be put into practice, and so here is a five- step method to ensure that the enemy's attempts to cloud our minds and deaden our hearts are short-lived : the Five Rs.

RECOGNISE the attack. The longer Satan can get us to believe his lies or give heart -room to anger, disappoitment, unforgiveness etc, the more damage he is able to do. Develop your own 'early warning' system - mine is that as soon as i start thinking about my 'rights' in a situation, something is usually wrong!

REPENT of agreeing with the enemy, change the way you think (metanoeo) and renounce his lies.

REMEMBER that christ died for you and the punishment for your sins was laid on him. And it is through believing that you are given the right to be a child of God.

RECEIVE the rhema word God is speaking into your situation and ask him for a Scripture verse to counter the lies of the enemy.

REHEARSE declare that word to yourself and out loud to the enemy. God's word has creative power as we see in Genesis1: every rhema word of God contains the power to bring about its own fulfillment - so speak it out.
Too often we are passive when the enemy seeks to rob, kill and destroy. God says that he will train our hands for war.
Often God will allow us to face situations that stretch us so that we build up spiritual muscle. This will only happen when we engage with the situation and seek God;s wisdom in how to respond to it, rather then wishing God would take it away.

busy

If you’re too busy to call me, i’ll understand. If you don’t have time to check on me, i’ll understand. If you always cancel on me, i’ll understand. If you keep throwing tantrums, i’ll understand. If you keep ignoring me, i’ll understand. But if I stop loving you, it’s your turn to understand.

I'm naive, but not stupid.

http://vimeo.com/groups/36319/videos/15497511

http://www.c3malaysia.com/clc/page02.asp?contid=55

Is been more then 3 month 'alone'.

just say... I'm naive,but not stupid. And you not that smart too.

Moving on~

Simple Happy

 

looking for next year note book that day in MPH and i found this~

and remind me one of my status update in fb, Wishing upon the moon.. does it help??

It DOES help! :D and don't have to direct to the stars - haven't you heard of "aim for the moon - if you miss, you'll land on the stars"? :)  answer from a good friend of my. 

yes~ im trying out my new life now, i always motivation my self. thank positive, be positive, do positive and just be happy. any reason that can make me happy i will be happy. simple as that. just happy about it, why cant be happy? 

Dear GOD, i still praying for it and want more in life . but i learn to be 'simple happy' 

Thank you GOD.

Dear Father of my

Dear God, Dear Lord, Dear Jesus, Dear Father of my.
Thank you for blessing my life you have given it to me. Thank you for letting me know all the wonderful people and carried for me. Thank you God always send your angel when i'm down.
Dear God, I'm calling your name now to reach you & i knew you always be with me. believe you because of the work you have seen me do & you heal me.
Dear God, Dear Lord, Dear Jesus, Dear Father of my.
I'm praying for my family & friends happy & healthy.
I"m praying for him & his family Happy & Healthy especially his brother, hes a good boy, smart boy that too young to go with you. Take care of him God, guide him like you guide me, take care of him like you take care of me. love him as your child like you love me Lord.
Dear God, he is one of your lost angel. and this angel of yours is stolen your child heart. and the stolen heart will never return.
Dear Load, Dear God, Dear Jesus, Dear Father of my.
calling up your name, worship you, praying & blessing for people is the first thing you teach me. Thank you Lord.
I have faith in you God, you always has a plan for me.
Amen.