I Got You

A place to crash
I got you
No need to ask
I got you
Just get on the phone
I got you
Come and pick you up if I have to
What's weird about it
Is we're right at the end
And mad about it
Just figured it out in my head
I'm proud to say
I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye
I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
I got you

Ain't falling a part, or bitter
Let's be bigger than that and remember
The cooling outdoor when you're all alone
We'll go on surviving
No drama, no need for a show
Just wanna say
I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye
I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/i-got-u-lyrics-leona-lewis.html ]

I got you
Go ahead and say goodbye (go ahead)
I'll be alright (say goodbye)
Go ahead and make me cry
I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you

'Cause this is love and life
And nothing we can both control
And if it don't feel right
You're not losing me by letting me know

Go ahead and say goodbye (say goodbye)
I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry
I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you
Go ahead and say goodbye (go ahead)
I'll be alright (say goodbye)
Go ahead and make me cry
I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better for worse
I got you

A place to crash
I got you
No need to ask
I got you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8BdyI8Uwmus&ob=av2e

move on

Some people, they can just move on, you know, mourn and cry and be done with it. Or at least seem to be. But for me, I don’t know. I didn’t want to fix it, to forget. It wasn’t something that was broken. It’s just something that happened. And I’m just finding ways, every day, of working around it. Respecting and remembering and getting on at the same time.

she loved before.

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there." Bob Marley

Sad = Smile?

Dear GOD, i would really love to smile. really. but maybe just not today. because my heart is bleeding.

life is simpler

listening to those songs and feeling mood swing is normal, ice cream wont make it go away.....the more harder u try to make urself happy, the more it means u're not..... let urself to b sad when u are indeed sad, but after u r sad, u know u wont wanna sad n same time u;ll find other things that will make u not sad n b happy. Life is a mix of both sides.....sometimes let it be sad when its sad, n be happy when its happy, life will be simpler...n when life is simpler....u will be less sad n more happy :) cheer

Thanks KS. always appreciate your company. i cant say try my best to be happy, but i can say im trying my best to fight it. and i know. im not alone. :)

http://bocoboco.blog.friendster.com/2007/06/overlook-the-story-about-our-complicated-simplicity/?sms_ss=facebook

mood swing

" You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it. "

dammnn... i hate my self sometimes. why i can't just over him! why he still stick in my mind!!!

time heals???

It has been said, ‘time heals all wounds.’ I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone.

This life is what you make it.

This life is what you make it. No matter what, you’re going to mess up sometimes, it’s a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you’re going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they’ll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they’re your true best friends. Don’t let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they’ll come and go too. And babe, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can’t give up becuase if you give up, you’ll never find your soul mate. You’ll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn’t mean you’re gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don’t, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life’s a beautiful thing and there’s so much to smile about.
- Selina Wong (1 of my best girl in my work place)

grudges??

am i the only one who's not holding grudges anymore? :(

is it?

Dear God, Dear Jesus, Dear Father of my.
you giving me sign again... are you?
a sign that want me to care again is it?
a sign that want me to love again... is it?
a sign that want me to know more, to learn more... is it?
I'm still scare, what should i do?
Dear God, Dear Jesus. please guide me.

im just a girl...yes, just a girl

我只是个女生

我希望有人疼，有人爱，有人包容，有人抱着我睡，有人让我撒娇，有人可以吃我做的饭，有人可以夸我乖，有人能陪在我身边，有人能过马路的时候拉着我的手，有人能给我安全。

有人喜欢带我逛街，穿高跟鞋走累了都会有人背。

有人乐意带我去他去的各种场合，并把我介绍给他的朋友们

我只是个女生。

我希望有人关心，有人保护，有人会记得每天告诉我晚安，有人告诉我他对我很安心。

有人记得我们一起过去的点滴，有人绝对不把我们之间的承诺作儿戏。

有人告诉我，照顾我，他一点也不累。

我只是个女生。

我希望有人认同我，有人认真思考然后告诉我他觉得我的话其实也有道理，在我做了点可爱的事情以后摸摸我的头鼓励我做的好。有人不轻易夸我，也不吝啬使劲夸我。

我只是个女生。

我希望能有人惦记我，在我郁闷大哭的时候把我的头按在胸膛哭够了问我怎么了。

我希望有人告诉我，有时候想念我令他难受。

我娇气，不放纵，不说谎。不会无理取闹，不会缠着他给我买东西。偶然一条短信告诉我他想我，我就知足。

我不演戏，我什么都相信。我说过的话都算数，所以，对我说过的，别忘记。请别忘记。

我会尽量变得更好看，相信海誓山盟。相信自己配的上自由和幸福。

我只是个女生。

我喜欢诚实的人。因为我诚实。

如果我说我们不会再见了，我一定会躲开你。

也许我还会在街边见到你，你又会如何回忆我。

我会放过自己，放过压抑，放过附身的记忆。往事通缉，孤单侵袭，习惯就可以。

如果我的想念喷薄而出，我不会告诉你。尽管如此，那些思念依然值得我珍惜。

如果我相信你。我会告诉你，我可以不勇敢吗。那些勇敢的人都未必幸福，因为是不幸让他们勇敢。

我喜欢被勇敢的你守护着，因为有你，所以我不需要勇敢。

我只是个女生。

我会难过，但不会自甘堕落。

我会伤心，但不会伤心太久。

dont forget..., your world. I come before.

不是每个擦肩而过的人都会相识，也不是每个相识的人都会让人牵挂。

Is not all the people know/remember each other by walking or past by & not all the people will miss another when they know each other.

至少我们在今生，在那个地方，在一转身的时候没有错过。在我们双眼相望的时候，在眼中找到了爱的缘份。若大的地球上能和你相遇真的不容易，感谢上天给了我们这次相识，相恋的缘份。

But...at list, in this life, at that place, God let us make the 'right' turn to let us know each other. when we looking to each other eye, and we know, we found love. In this world. the whole big world. meeting another half is not easy. really not easy, thank you God for letting us meet and in love.

曾经我也带给你快乐

past, i give you happiness

曾经我也带给你幸福

曾经我也让你焦灼和无奈

past, i give you sadness

曾经你也让我等待和期盼

past, you let me think of faith and hope.

也曾经我们都忘了自己，体会那心跳的感觉和缠绵的爱。

and past, we forget who we are & just knowing/learning the heart bi sound~ & the sweet love we have.

只是有一段感情再也不可能继续，有一个人再也不能相依偎，有一个声音再也不能经常的在耳边响起，有一双手再也握不住那手心的温度与舒适。

But, not all relationship will have a happy ending, like now, i need to let go of...

there will be no more 'hug and kisses and saying good night'. there will be no more ' voice beside your ear'. & there will be no more ' big warm hand that always holding yours just to make sure your hands warm as his'

不是每一段爱情都有美丽的回忆，也不是每段回忆都是那么的刻骨铭心。

Not all the relationship will have a good beautiful memory, and not all the memory will always 'think the most'.

我们既然不能相伴到老，就让我在这里为你祝福。因为你已是我今生永远无法割舍的牵挂。只是再多的思念和牵挂也换不回拥有你的日子。失去第一次最爱的人竟是这种感觉，原来爱你和放弃一样的不容易。

God let us know and love each other, but cant make it till the end.

let me pray for you. ( like i always did) You always will have a place in my heart. Just this love that we have before, will no longer can link. losing the first love in my life i never know will be this difficult, loving you and letting you go uneasy too.

也许你的那句'我爱你'曾经是个玩笑，但我付出的依然是最真的心。

Maybe for you, our relationship is a joke, but for me, i really appreciate God allot for giving me 'you', letting me know you & how to love a man.

如果你真的爱过我，那我是幸福的。就算和你走不到天涯，我的心依然为你牵挂。我会为你永远的祈祷和祝福，愿你永远的幸

福 平安。

( still is too hard to write out all thous word again, but yes~ we love before, but yes, is a past.)

别忘了...你的世界我来过。

but Don't forget, your world. I come before.

当你不开心的时候，我会陪你流泪。当你不快乐的时候，我就是你的开心果。当你孤独的时候，有我在陪你说话。当你伤感的时候，我会和你一样的忧郁。当你梦见我的时候，那是我再想你了......

别忘了...你的世界我来过。

不要你给我太多不要你的任何承诺也不要你的任何责任不要你能深深的记着我不要你记着我们曾经的一切只想让你偶尔的时候还会想起我偶尔想起那个曾经那么深深爱过你的人那个曾经带着微笑给你温柔的我...给过你完完整整的心......

别忘了...你的世界我来过。