Attention

hey~ do you notice that your attention not in me? I'm not saying the 100% attention, but some how... yes. Is make me feel some where is wrong, i feel like more as a friend then your girl friend. you can really no call, no sms, even a msn when knowing each other online. seeing my friends calling his own partner, looking my own brother looking at his own soul mate eye to eye, can really tell they are in their heart. i wish i have that too, i hope you looking at me like that too~ i can't tell when you looking at me is saying 'i love you'!
Mum do ask me sometimes, why she seeing us like river? mean not like other couple, calling, missing each other already when just leave 5 minuets ago. you and me didn't have that, do you notice that? when i saying miss you, you always come back to me is 'only few day' when every single night i message you saying good night and love you. you didn't even reply back a good night. am i missing something or you always like that? this time i will like to ask from you, i want more from you. not just meeting each other, i want some call from you, let me know I'm in YOUR HEART', can you understand that?

Some how, you make me feel you putting a transparence wall in frond of us. you say that to me before, tell you, 'let me be better for you', i do tell you, i do let you khow i feel. but are you listening? are you listen from your heart? every single word you told me, i putting in my heart, i try to remember it, that i know I'm always blur. but i try to remember it really hard.

Is like~
When I'm happy, i wish to share with you. but you didn't see it.
When I'm sad, i wish to tell you. but you didn't ask.
When I'm moody, i wish to hug you. but you didn't know it.
When i miss you, i wish to hear your voice, but you didn't notice.

Is still a long way. long way to walk together,and is difficult to walk alone.
I still missing you every single night and waiting for your call to ask me. 'how are you hun?'~