this few week i think I'm losing my self. friends always said I'm a very positive person,but i think i can't make it this time. i know not the first time. is already long time story,but i know in side of me is still there..the anger..the pain.
i hate thinking of that,
i hate to be only looking at the side that no what know I'm there,
i hate why he will always get in my way,
i hate why she only will see what he need but not me,
i hate why he can do it i can't, i hate this kind of stupid suck life,
i hate i can't keep my anger,
i hate my life now,
why!!!!!! i can't hate is it??!! YES..I CAN...I CAN DEATH IF I WANT TO..
I'm crying without sound, you understand....I'm pain..in side of me...I'm still pain...WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO SOME MORE.!!!!!!! I GOT MY LIFE..MY OWN LIFE... why is you..why is always you..why you always never see what have i done..how good I'm doing???!!! i feel tired..feel tired deep inside my heart,not the body...deep inside me, i can't feel my self any more, my eye are cold when i saw you..i know. my body are not warm with you any more. what you want more..what you want from me now??
i hate thinking of that,
i hate to be only looking at the side that no what know I'm there,
i hate why he will always get in my way,
i hate why she only will see what he need but not me,
i hate why he can do it i can't, i hate this kind of stupid suck life,
i hate i can't keep my anger,
i hate my life now,
why!!!!!! i can't hate is it??!! YES..I CAN...I CAN DEATH IF I WANT TO..
I'm crying without sound, you understand....I'm pain..in side of me...I'm still pain...WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO SOME MORE.!!!!!!! I GOT MY LIFE..MY OWN LIFE... why is you..why is always you..why you always never see what have i done..how good I'm doing???!!! i feel tired..feel tired deep inside my heart,not the body...deep inside me, i can't feel my self any more, my eye are cold when i saw you..i know. my body are not warm with you any more. what you want more..what you want from me now??
