love you means so much more

I just want you to know, that I've been fighting to let you go. Maybe some days i make it through and then there's nights that never end. I wish that i could believe, that there's a day you'll come back to me. But still i have to say, that i would do it all again. To love you. Just want you to know.

I always expected you to be the one who would say things to my face, to act upon the things you said. Guess i shouldn't have expected so much. You say one thing, but you're doing another.

It's tearing out my heart when I'm with you, but when we are apart i feel it too. And no matter what i do, i feel the pain with or without you. I'm crying with alone again.

Cause to love you means so much more. still you I'm hoping for, and is only you, but will you ever be mine again? i guess I'm scared to take chances.