I’m here again, with speechless, with no sunlight growing from my eyes, can’t listen any more, can’t hold tic soon, how to let you know I’m here? I’m always here, and you never looking at me when his here in frond of you. I’m empty when you show that kind of face on me. I’m tired. I’m really tired of pleasing you. But what should I do without you? Am cry in my bath, when no ones can hear me, am crying with holding a pillow to close up all my voice. am crying without voice again and… looking the mirror without soul. I smile with my self, hey~ not the first time. hey~ will over soon, hey~ time fly’s will end again. is damn hurt when saying that to my self, is damn damn hurt. I’m looking my hand when what ever happen, am I wrong? am I the ones always need to ice my heart just not to get too much problem out. Never know, but knowing one think. Well never end.
Never know will hurt that much too when you told me go home alone that night. Know you tired, know you get allot of stress this few week or maybe more. Can’t tell you much you need to take care your self. Because you don’t like people talk to many times. but that’s me. Is a part of me. Like you is a part of me already. I’m not sure that is already a love or like, but I do know is hurt that night. Is true when I saw the line from my brother computer it say ‘When you giving a girl a smile, the girl will give you her heart’. Maybe is not a big deal for you, but as a girl and that girl no ideal how to walk the way of her relationship. I really blur how you want in, I feel lost, I like you allot. But sometimes is lost just looking at you. How you feel about me? Is really just a friend? a good friend? Can my heart let go of you? Can I?
Never know will hurt that much too when you told me go home alone that night. Know you tired, know you get allot of stress this few week or maybe more. Can’t tell you much you need to take care your self. Because you don’t like people talk to many times. but that’s me. Is a part of me. Like you is a part of me already. I’m not sure that is already a love or like, but I do know is hurt that night. Is true when I saw the line from my brother computer it say ‘When you giving a girl a smile, the girl will give you her heart’. Maybe is not a big deal for you, but as a girl and that girl no ideal how to walk the way of her relationship. I really blur how you want in, I feel lost, I like you allot. But sometimes is lost just looking at you. How you feel about me? Is really just a friend? a good friend? Can my heart let go of you? Can I?
