Relationship with you.

 This is the second slap or I'm lost count of how you are unmotivated with me.

I was so excited and had a rollercoaster in my tummy when I saw the email from Portland OES wanted an interview. I wanted to call you immediately, to express, to share, but I heard from you in the tones of "I'm tired, I can't be tired, well, ya, I am happy for you". Do you know, immediately you slap me again from seeing a rainbow flying from the sky into the soil on the grout floor. 

When I ask about what is the requirement to work in U.S, your answer to me is "I don't know because you are working with Alex", you could tell me "let me check later when finishing with Alex". will those words made both happier? will that make me have the patience to wait for my love of life? 

"WAIT". I have been waiting for you all the time. waiting for you to prepare, waiting for you for dinner, waiting for you to clean the place, waiting for you to get stable, waiting, which I don't have the time to wait in my life. in my clock. which I have spoken to you all the time, all the while, the past 5 to 7 years I guess.  

Most of the time I share my happiness with you, I have lost count of what happened, but most of the time, there is not much motivation from you, but when another way round, I'm happy for your anything, when student-parent give thanks to you and you share with me, I feel happy and show you. 

Is this worth it dear? Is t his worth of our lives for each other when I needed to be balanced feeling. Motivation, appreciate each other, say thankful, feel proud.  

The Wanted - Heart Vacancy (Official)

I hear your heart cry for love,
But you won't let me make it right.
You were hurt, but I decided,
That you were worth the fight.
Every night, you lock up,
You won't let me come inside.
But the look in your eyes,
As I can turn the tide.

I hear your heart cry for love,
Then you act like there's no room.
Room for me, or anyone,
"Don't disturb" is all I see.
Close the door, turn the key,
On everything that we could be.
If loneliness would move out,
I'd fill the vacancy.

Falling (Original Song) - Tyler Ward Feat. Alex G

I think i fall in love again. just hope this time it's work.

Papaveri con la sac à poche

Sara Bareilles - Uncharted

Superman - Five For Fighting (Boyce Avenue cover) on iTunes

I think i miss you

Here in your arms acoustic - Hellogoodbye
I like where we are,
When we drive,
in your car
I like where we are...
Here

Cause our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch..
Here

Well you are the one,
The one
that lies close to me
Whispers "Hello, I miss you quite terrible"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else i could be,
But here in your arms

I like where you sleep,
When you sleep, next to me
I like where you sleep...
Here

Cause our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
cause our lips can touch...
Here...

Well you are the one,
The one that lies close to me
Whispers " Hello, I miss you quite terrible"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else i could be,
But here in your arms,

Cause our lips, can touch
Here...

You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whispers, "Hello, I miss you quite terrible"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else i could be
But here in your arms.

Skylar Grey -- Love The Way You Lie (Original Demo)

Solo Por Ti

Dime qué haría de mis días,
quien soñaría si no estas.
Cómo podría respirar el aire,lejos de ti.
Cuando no estas aquí.

Solo por ti,caminaría
en la infinidad.
Afrontaría
contigo la eternidad.
Solo por tí...

Dime lo que siente tu alma,
dime por qué vive en mi.
No se pero voy muriendo lento
Solo sin tí.
Triste me quedo así...

Solo por tí,caminaría
en la infinidad.
Afrontaría
contigo la eternidad.
Solo por tí.

Te daré mil poesías,
las escribiré para tí.
Cantaré mis melodías,
con la música de tu alma...

Solo por tí,caminaría
en la infinidad.
Afrontaría,
contigo la eternidad...

Solo por ti,caminaría
en la infinidad.
Afrontaría,
amar por la eternidad...
Yo solo,solo por tí...

Tell me what would make my day
who would dream if you're not.
How could breathe the air, away from you.

When you're not here.
 Only for you, walk
in infinity.
Would face
with you forever.
Only for you ...

Tell me what you feel in your soul,
tell me why he lives in me.
But I'm not dying slow
Lonely without you.
I'm so sad ...

Only for you, walk
in infinity.
Would face
with you forever.
Only for you.

I'll give you a thousand poems,
I will write to you.
I will sing my melodies,
with music of your soul ...

Only for you, walk
in infinity.
Would face,
eternity with you ...

Only for you, walk
in infinity.
Would face,
love for eternity ...
I just, just for you ...

have a great day

Night turns to whatever we want.
We’re young enough to say.
This has gotta be the good life.
Sometimes there’s bullshit that don’t work now.
We are god of stories but please tell me.
...What there is to complain about.
When you’re happy like a fool.
Let it take you over.
When everything is out.
You gotta take it in.